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Garden
01:49
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Garden
Wake up when the sun is setting
Time just moves so slow
I will plant those seeds tomorrow
Watch my garden grow
I will get it right someday
But now I’m feeling low
I will plant those seeds tomorrow
Watch my garden grow
Watch my garden grow
Watch my garden grow
I will fill the holes in my heart
Someday I will know
I will plant those seeds tomorrow
Watch my garden grow
Watch my garden grow
Watch my garden grow
I will fix the leak in my mind
Find the tap and close
I will plant those seeds tomorrow
Watch my garden grow
Watch my garden grow
Watch my garden grow
Watch my garden grow
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You feel under pressure
A personal measure
Don’t have to explain what you’re going through
It’s almost July and it’s time for decisions
It’s feeling like time is outrunning you
And maybe you’re lonely
You’re craving some company
But it feels like you are here locked away
And it’s overwhelming, the things they’re selling
You wish everybody could give you space
It’s cause it’s a new place
It feels like the wrong face
Like somebody you don’t quite recognize
There’s not enough work here
What’s up with the weather
Every day is summer and fall combined
It just takes a toll when
There’s nowhere to go and
You find yourself sitting day after day
No time for vacation
You got shit to do and
It’s all here just wasting itself away
The future’s unknown
And I’m worried about it too
But you’re not alone
Let me make it easier on you
You don’t have to know
All you should and shouldn’t do
When I am running beside you
They keep asking questions
Expect you to tell them
When you don’t have anything left to say
You think you’re not doing
What you should be doing
It feels like you wasted another day
I get what it feels like
I have it in my life
When everything suddenly seems so hard
But I’m on your side dera
We don’t have to fight here
I’m just trying to help you get through the door
The future’s unknown
And I’m worried about it too
But you’re not alone
Let me make it easier on you
You don’t have to know
All you should and shouldn’t do
When I am running beside you
Cause I am running beside you
And I am running beside you
Well I am running beside you
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3. |
Matter
03:45
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I think you wanted me to be on my knees
I will not lift up my head
But I don’t, I don’t care about anything
Living like already dead
And I’m not sure that this matters
But I sit just like this almost everyday
So I have nothing to do
And I don’t, I don’t care about anything
So I have no one to lose
And I’m not sure that this matters to you
I dreamed I wasn’t lost at sea any longer
Oh he gave me one more second chance
I swore that I would never be like my mother
With all the weight upon my back
But it won’t matter, does it matter if it’s bad?
I think you wanted me to be strong
But you feel so far away
And I’m not, and it’s all, all gone very wrong
Drowning in my own mistakes
And I’m not sure this matters anyway
I dreamed I wasn’t lost at sea any longer
Oh he gave me one more second chance
I swore that I would never be like my mother
With all the weight upon my back
But it won’t matter, does it matter if it’s bad?
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4. |
Paul
03:53
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Turns out all the stars were not enough to
Hold you to the earth, like gravity
In my heart I know that it is not you
Lying on the floor like you’re asleep
Paul, where did you go
When it was driving you insane
And I remember where I was when they first told me
You took those pills to kill your pain
Truth was hiding behind all of your teeth
Smiling back at me with endless eyes
It was in the times that you forgot me
But we laughed about it at the time
Paul, where did you go
When it was driving you insane
And I remember where I was when they first told me
You took those pills to kill your pain
Paul where did you go
With fentanyl in your cocaine
And I remember where I was when you first told me
I’m gonna marry you someday
I’m gonna marry you someday
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5. |
Break Free
02:25
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Never gonna break
Never gonna break free
I feel in my skin
I am trapped inside me
Every day’s the same
It all feels the same
Never gonna break
Never gonna break free
If I want some change
Then I’ll have to change
Never gonna break
Never gonna break free
I can’t seem to move
Am I the same as you
Never gonna break
Never gonna break free
We don’t get to choose
If we win or lose
Never gonna break
Never gonna break free
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6. |
I Feel Like Ice
03:05
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I feel alone
I feel like ice
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7. |
To My Love
03:54
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I know you’re sorry
I know it’s true
I know you’re lonely
Cause I am too
But what I can say
When I want to tell you everything
But I don’t know how to begin
When will this change
There’s a wall so high that I can’t find a way
To let anyone in
I walked away
So that I could cry
Not so you’d follow me
Not to fight
But what I can say
When I want to tell you everything
But I don’t know how to begin
When will this change
There’s a wall so high that I can’t find a way
To let anyone in
To my love
To my love
I hope you know
That I still love you
I hope you know
That I know it, too
But what I can say
When I want to tell you everything
But I don’t know how to begin
When will this change
There’s a wall so high that I can’t find a way
To let anyone in
To my love
To my love
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8. |
In My Body
04:26
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In my body
In my body
But I know it’s not my own
Glad he caught me
Down on a dark street
When he knew I was alone
I know I don’t have any control
And I feel somehow less than human
I am in body, not just this body
So I know I am more than what happened
Never told you
Didn’t want to
Couldn’t stand to see you sad
Covered my mouth
Couldn’t find sound
So he feels more like a man
I know I don’t have any control
And I feel somehow less than human
I am in body, not just this body
So I know I am more than what happened
I am more than what this is
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9. |
Bones
01:42
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They’re shaking me
I can’t seem to breathe
I don’t want to see
Tube colored red
Hospital bed
Lights flickering
No I can’t be
All that she needs
I’m not what you think
No I can’t sleep
So I’ll never see
Your face in my dreams
I’m nothing but bone
Now I’m alone
I want to go home.
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10. |
I Cannot Breathe
01:47
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I cannot breathe
I cannot breathe
I cannot see
I’m a savior in my dreams
But I never sleep
I’m not standing in the rain
But I cannot breathe
I cannot breathe
I cannot see
I’m a savior in my dreams
But I never sleep
I’m not standing in the rain
But I cannot breathe
I cannot breathe
I cannot
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11. |
Afraid of Everybody
02:37
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Was I too quick to lie
Am I too honest
You can tell when I think I’m right
You can tell when I want it
Did I not say enough
About how I felt
But how do you fall in love
When you don’t love yourself
And I’m afraid of everybody
Maybe they’re making fun of me
Maybe they’re laughing secretly
And I’m ashamed of my own body
My legs are made for different things
And so I’m falling constantly
Oh I don’t belong
Did God build me wrong?
Did I take it too slow
And now I’m too jaded
But do they always know
What they should be saying
Did I come on too strong
And get on your nerves
But how do you say it’s wrong
When you don’t know the words
And I’m afraid of everybody
Maybe they’re making fun of me
Maybe they’re laughing secretly
And I’m ashamed of my own body
My legs are made for different things
And so I’m falling constantly
Oh I don’t belong
Did God build me wrong?
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12. |
Mary Anne
04:02
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I don’t want to do anything
I will die in your arms if you let me
I don’t want to do anything
I don’t want see anyone
Gonna stop the world from spinning
I don’t want to do anything
I don’t want to do anything
I don’t want to get in the car
I just need to know where it’s going
Does it have to be so damn hard
Are you drinking enough water?
I’m so proud that you quit smoking
But it feels like we’re torn apart
And I’m worried about you
Mary Anne
Please don’t go inside with them
You don’t understand
But I can’t go through Hell again with you
You don’t want to know what I think
But I can’t shut up my mind
I don’t want to feel anything
And I want to quit worrying
Because it feels bad all the time
I don’t want to feel anything
But I’m worried about you
Mary Anne
Please don’t go inside with them
You don’t understand
But I can’t go through Hell again with you
Mary Anne
Please don’t go inside with them
You don’t understand
But I can’t go through Hell again with you
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13. |
xxo
01:15
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14. |
Girl in Chains
03:03
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Trapped in a strange dream
It feels like I can’t breathe
Kept all of our words
So I’ll never her
I am just a girl in chains
Waiting for the spell to break
Clean but we still fight
It feels just like old times
And she’s Oxycontin
But she’s what I wanted
Oh I am just a girl in chains
Waiting for the spell to break
I am just a girl in chains
Waiting for the spell to break
I am just a girl in chains
Waiting for something to change
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Witchy Rock from the LA-based Jeni Magaña. 'Teeth' out now via Audio Antihero and Colored Pencils.
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